Pressure on lazy person

I've just finished my economics commentary on an article and my Swedish essay about Emma Bovary's adultery with Rodolphe. And it's to early in the day for me to be finished. It's not even 3 o'clock which means that what I've written suck but I'm to lazy to fix them. And my economics commentary could be the one I'm sending to the examinators!!! which means that this very commentary will influence my results!! which will then influence my future!! can you believe that? because I can't. It's just a stupid commentary that happens to suck...IB pressure is ridicolous.

Beatrix Bernadotte

That Somerhalder guy

When you're in school what's the best thing? THE HOLIDAYS of course, no doubt. Of course the holidays would be better if they actually were like The Holiday. That would actually be pretty awesome, Jude Law and everything. But my holidays are very good as well. Now, we have so called sportsbreak, one week in februari each year. Awesomeness. Today is the first day of the holiday and it's unbearable to go out because it COLD like really COLD in fact so cold that the pipes are frozen which means that you can't get any water on the top floor. But I don't care, I actually don't mind staying in and watching a couple of good movies. Yesterday I saw Up in the Air and I liked it very much. Just like any other girl I like the Cloon and Anna Kendrick was awesome, the Twilight high school girl was totally missing. BUT I've been obsessing The Vampire Diaries and I'll tell you why IAN SOMHERHALDER he is freakin gorgeous. Now, I've always thought he was a looker like in lost he's very hot but in vampire diaries there's a whole other story of hotness I'm telling you. He plays this psychotic, cocky and sexy character Damon Salvatore. And if you would ignore the murderer thing he's very charming and appealing. And Ian woooowzaaa. HIS EYES PIERCE RIGHT THROUGH YOU...

Can't wait for the new episodes it's crazy because it's such a B series and still you get addicted. Is it the power of SOMERHALDER or is there something more?

Beatrix Bernadotte

Have you read 1984?

I have to make a literary comparison of two books and I was thinking 1984 and either The handmaid's tale or Brave new world or maybe something else I don't know. Suggestions?

Beatrix Bernadotte

Postponing Mondays

Hating Mondays is probably the most sane thing a person can do. I know people have said this many times but still it's something I forget. I mean think about it, what's good about Mondays? Yeah, sure it's the beginning of a new week but that's not a strong argument. Mondays usually contain the beginning of all the bad stuff (unless you have the coolest job) if you're a student, school starts and after waking up at 11 or 12 it's pretty damn difficult to wake up at 6. That's my biggest issue, waking up at 6!!!! Hate it so much I wanna smack Monday in the head and postpone Monday til Thursday which would make Monday a good day because then comes the weekend!

Beatrix Bernadotte

The clock of time

There's not a lot happening which is kind of unexciting, obviously. I cut my hair yesterday and I needed it desperately. I've also bought some stuff mostly clothes that I also needed but I just want it to be summer now or at least spring but they say that it will snow even more!!! But what I really want is to have time to write as much as I want. I like to write a little bit here and there as you come up with something but what I would like even more and what I would prefer to do is to be able to write non stop on my movie. I want to become a better writer because so far I'm not so good at it, I need practice. But at the same time I have to focus on school, we have so much to write in school. So I guess I have to finish school first but the thing is that we are all so obsessed with time and the younger you start out with something the higher the odds are of you actually being good at what you do of course, that's logical. But it feels like whatever you want to do you have to do it fast and be really good at it fast. Your life has to start at a really young age otherwise you're just wasting your time. It's that part thay annoyes me and freaks me out but I wonder if its all in my head.

Beatrix Bernadotte

No school no study

No school today either, I don't know how many days I've missed but there has been a couple of them. I've been sick or there's been train trouble, today there was train trouble because of the weather. It snowed sooo much and I love the snow its so beautiful but I'm starting to get sick of it now. And its not as beautiful now as like a month ago. Because about a month ago it was like -20 and so all the trees and everything were covered with snow and ice and everything looked so magical. Nothing was ugly since it was all draped in white, it was truly mesmerizing. But now there's A LOT of snow but its only -2 so its the perfect weather for playing out in the snow because you can make perfect snowballs and have snowball-fights but its not as beautiful. There's not this icy look anymore. Anyway tomorrow I have to go to school, I have important classes I just hope I won't have to wait for the train for three hours. And yeah my favourite channels don't work because of the weather. It's like someone is telling me to study!

Beatrix Bernadotte